During the night, while I slept, my father came into my bedroom. I didn’t realize it until I woke up and I was naked. He was very close to me and shoved the penis. I wanted to stop, but he did not do it until I felt something warm in my vagina. The next day, my father wanted to do the same. I explained that it was his way of making me feel loved and that I would also have helped him to become a woman. I no longer wanted to be a girl, then I left him to do whatever he wanted. And since then it has been something that has happened many times.